Body changes

Been feeling really down on myself lately..body wise. 25Lbs heavier is a big difference to look at in the mirror. I'm totally good seeing myself naked after a shower etc. But the swimsuit and now shorts too just make me feel soo overwhelmed. Not to mention my new roll on each of my sides.. goes all the way into my back..

I put this swimsuit on and was excited but ended up shedding some tears. Hubby is lind of in the pic there. He does make me feel much better and really sweetly reassures me but.. does anyone else feeling the same way??

Not looking to throw a pregnancy pity party I just wanna know that I'm not the only one that feels this way. Kind comments only please. Thank you