Insecure :(

Stephanie • I`m 18 years old. I have a 10 month old son, Gabriel Mateo 💕 Expecting my daughter 4/4/17 ❤
How are you all dealing with postpartum depression? I've always been so insecure but now it's worse! I feel so ugly & gross. I have stretch marks & I didn't loose all the weight I gained. My boyfriend wants to have sex but I gave birth 3 weeks ago so I'm not even good to do anything yet. I feel like I'll have to do something so he won't cheat on me. I don't think he will but I feel so unattractive. This is a lot but I've been so depressed. So many people told me that when the baby is here, it's not about you anymore so I have no one to talk to!