Just venting.

My husband and I have been TTC for three months now. The other day he sat me down for a talk and said that he had bought condoms because he felt like we needed to wait to have a baby. He told me his concerns and fears. I respect and support his feelings but I am completely ready. I have some of the same fears as well but to me it is worth it. It just breaks my heart having to wait a year and then only try for three months to have it taken away again. I don't know how to cope with it. I know I will have a baby but it is really hard when you want it so bad. I have so much respect for the women who try for years and keep a positive attitude because sometimes it is really difficult.