Vent time: single ftm

shadia • Student preparing to become a single mommy
My ex is my baby's father, he broke up with me and kicked me out of his apartment after we had an argument about lack of communication. I still can't believe I trusted him after 5 years of constant betrayal and lies. And now I'm with my first child and only support I get is from my friends and his mom, occasionally. When we first went to the ER I went through hell with these feisty nurses while he was out fetching food. And my biggest worry is birthing this baby with out him around. He made so many promises and dreams, but now his new girl is his only priority. Not gonna lie, I'm torn up.