Too young too dumb

Claudia ā€¢ Freedom is the essential part of my life!
I was diagnosed with herpesvirus HSV2 3 weeks ago... I'm only 19 i feel love life have ended. To be honest I feel lonely depress and scared, I don't want to infect no one! i have no idea who pass it to me and the weirdest thing is where i gave the infection. IM INFECTED ON MY Right HAND idk if this is worse? Or more contagious? Please ladies help me to live this new life šŸ˜”