Just need to vent..

Was suppose to have my water broken today on my due date. Went in like I was told, got monitored and was having contractions, got checked and was dilated to a loose 1-2 cm and 85 effaced. I was so nervous but finally got my mind set and was ready to have my baby boy! .. Only to be sent homeand to come back Sunday! ...i felt heart broken.. I refused to talk to anyone including my husband (if I talk when upset I automatically cry) we walked to the car and when I got in my husband hugged me and I just busted out crying. We went home and I just laid in bed crying and my husband cuddled me until I felt better. I honestly felt cheated, I was so ready and then shut down.. Sorry I just needed to get this out.