Is there such a thing as too many ultrasounds?

Hi all! So I'm 11 w 6 d today (🙏🏼) and had an u/s Monday. I felt great after seeing baby, hearing heartbeat and even seeing that the baby is ahead at 12w. Then yesterday the anxiety crept back up 😩 My hubby is also away on a trip w his family (I had to pass since last week I had some bleeding due to a sch..better now though!) and I've been feeling a little jealous now since I feel like I'm missing out :( My next u/s is this coming Monday for my 12w scan and testing (😅🙏🏼) I was thinking of getting a private u/s for Sunday or Saturday to see/hear baby again before my appt Monday (I'm such a worry wart! 😖) my hubby doesn't like me getting "zapped" (lol) so much and says just to stick with the u/s at the doctors appts. But I can't help it, I'm trying to shake off the anxiety but a bit hard after having 2 mc's.. Any tips or advice? Thank you!! Xoxo