Unaccepted

I try to talk to people and make friends, but sometimes it is extremely difficult for me because, growing up as a kid I was super shy, and constantly going to new schools made it difficult for me to build the proper social skills to make friends. And it also doesn't help that I have the so called "resting bitch face". So most of the time, people don't even want to talk to me because they automatically assume that I am a bitch. Not only does that add to the problem, (which is feeling unwanted by people), but I've been constantly bullied growing up as a kid. I've been made fun of for being Japanese, even though it's only enough to have the skin, hair, and eye color. And speaking of the hair color, I've also been called and ape/monkey/gorilla because you can see my hair on my arms and back because I have black hair, instead of blonde. I don't really know what to do, I used to cry everyday when I would come home from school because I didn't understand why no one wanted to be my friend or why no one liked me. And I sill don't understand. I sit by myself at lunch everyday, and no one ever comes up to talk to me...

So basically, what I want to know is, will it get better? Will people want to be my friends after high school, or actually have interest in getting to know me? I just want to know your opinions on this, because I really need some help on staying positive. 😔😔

(Also, I'm sorry for such a long post, it's a lot to read.)