So this is cycle number , god I can't even keep counting the months it's so depressing . We're almost at 3 years of trying and it's killing me . I text my husband and said "my period just started , I give up " he immediately calls me and says you give up ,? Well you know what they say once you stop trying it happens . I told him I just don't ha e it in me to keep trying anymore . He says I need to find a doctor and have my test done (HSG ) I wasn't able to have it done before we moved to Florida the hospital kept canceling on me . Any way I think I'm not getting pregnant because I have scare tissue in my tubes from having Essure coils removed and not ever having my fallow up test done ...

So here's to another month of being pissed off at my body for not working like it should .