Dear boyfriend

Hay
Dear boyfriend, 
            I understand that we are on the beginning level of our relationship. I understand that no one knows what the future holds. I understand you have other priorities. But sometimes, I want to feel like I matter, like you are truly in love with me as you say, like you want me as much as I want you. I want those sweet messages you used to send months ago. I want those sweet kisses you'd sneak in at work out of range of the cameras. Those small things, are what keep me going. I don't have to be taken out to eat or to somewhere fancy. Just hold my hand, take a walk with me, make me feel those butterflies again. I just want you to know I love you and miss you. Please don't change like so many others have. Please stay the same loving man I've grown to love and admire. 
Lovingly waiting,
     Your girlfriend