It's been 7 years and I still miss my first love.

He misses me too. We were together for 5 years. We grew up together. We lost our virginity to each other. On our 5 year anniversary we made a decision to break up with a promise that we would get back together in 5 years so we could experience life on our own. We got tattoos together the day we broke up. 
2 years later he flew me out to try to rekindle things. I was into someone else at the time, so the timing was bad. He decided to move on after that. 
He started dating an older woman who wanted to have kids before it was too late, we still talked a few times a year. He ended up getting her pregnant. He called me and we both cried because it felt like everything between us was lost. 
They had a baby and got married last summer, I assume in part so he could stay in the country (he was on a visa)
We still miss and love each other. But after he got married I stopped talking to him. 
Now he is moving away and he texted me that he wants to see me.
I dream about him about him all the time and I wake up crying. 
I wish I could just move on.