anyone else super impatient? Im 9dpo

I'm so impatient!! I still have a few.more days till in suppose to take a test but I gave in today but it was negitive..I hate waiting! I feel I have all the symptoms...creamy white cm, elevated temp, breast sore, backache for over a week. Had a little bit of cramping couple days ago but it was off and on and so mild and went away after that day....I'm just praying for a positive result and I don't want to wait!! I'm 9dpo