Fucked me up.

I swear this last relationship I was in fucked me up. As much as I know I should be over I cant . there was so many things we went thru yet again he lied to me for so long. He told me once that when his sister had passed away she left a daughter and then like a week ago he said " well she was never my sisters daughter she's my daughter" and yet he really expects me to be friends with him and gets mad that I don't wanna be friends? You fucking lied to me the whole relationship, who knows what else he lied about. I swear people take my love and kindness for granted like i feel like I've lost all my emotions and don't know what to feel anymore. He fucked me up.