Hi I know this is probably a little too personal but I'm 18 I had an abortion exactly a year from today it wasn't really much my decision to get it done more of my partners parents but I was scared, I didn't want my boyfriends family to be disappointed in him and I regretted it the minute I walked out of the surgery room. I wanted to know if anyone else has ever been through this and regretted it also? And like just so I can stop thinking I'm going crazy. I have super anxiety from this and PAS and I was on depression pills they just made things worse and I've spend nearly $500 on councelling but it still doesn't help and I just don't feel like the same person anymore and I just really want a baby but I know that I can't afford it right now and I want to do more but I know I made the right choice but I just wish I had made a different choice and it really hurts me!! Is anyone else going through this?? Please help me think I'm not going crazy 🙁😣