Recently just found out im pregnant & im nervous about it. January 20, 2015 was the most heart breaking experience ever.I had my first son Ashton when i was 16 and he was a still birth. I am now 18 and my biggest Fear is it happening again. Every morning and every night i pray over me and my baby. I felt worthless as a mother because i couldnt protect him and keep him safe. Im scared im gonna have that feeling again 😪!