For all you ladies TTC
I know that plenty of us who are TTC are trying to stay positive and hope for the best every month. I also know that staying positive is very very difficult. My husband and I have been TTC for only 7 months now, but sometimes I feel like it'll never happen! Some of you have been trying much longer, some much less, but all of us TTC are in the same boat. We desperately want babies. Every month we don't see double lines, we weep (or at least I do), every time a friend announces their pregnancy we weep (or at least I do), every time someone says "just stop trying, it'll happen", we want to punch them (or at least I do).
I want us all to have babies, to finally have our double lines and be forever changed. I want us all to experience the beauty of parenthood someday.
Right now, in my TTC journey, I feel like giving up. 3 close friends in the past WEEK have told me they are pregnant. I have experienced every kind of emotion from depressed because I want that so badly, to extremely happy for my friends who get their chance to be parents. I go through waves. One moment I'm thrilled for my friends who get to welcome new life, the next moment I'm incredibly angry and uncontrollably crying. I want my turn. I deserve my turn. After 7 years with the man I love, I want to give him a child. Our child.
Anyways, this is just me ranting, but I want all who are TTC to know that you are not alone! Someone feels the same way you do. Someone you might even knowin real life. So reach out. Tell someone how you are really feeling about it. Don't bottle it all in and pretend like everything is okay. It's okay to be sad, it's okay to be angry even. Just talk about it. Reach out to me if you have nobody else! Just know you're not alone. Someone else understands your struggle. I love you sister.
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