I hate my childs father.

Ive been with this guy for 7 years but ive hated him throughout my pregnancy especially since he suggested an abortion because the baby wasnt planned, anyway i dont want to be with him anymore and he thinks im playing.. Im sick of his shit. We live hundreds of miles away from any of my family so its a bit difficult to move. He bought me a car and he ended uo crashing it so my ac doesnt work, sometimes it doesnt turn on and quite honestly i dont think its safe for a baby to ride in. Today i told him that after the baby was born that i wanted to use his car which is a bmw convertible basically a sports car and he told me that the baby wasnt allowed in his car because its an unsafe sports vehicle , you know what.. That fucking hurt me because this baby isnt even born yet and hes already denying him as if my baby wasnt his child while my car is now fucked up because HE CRASHED IT. Anyway another thing i hate about him is that he doesnt even care about what the baby needs , everything the baby has came from gifts and money ive saved for the most part. Im 36 w and i keep telling him to at least buy me my babies car seat and he wont do it. I dont want to depend on him. Im sick of his irresponsible ass. I want to strangle him as he sleeps next to me right now. Thats how much i hate him.