The b***h af has arrived again! Two days late, once again giving me a glimmer of hope that this could be my month....then nope! Not this month you silly cow! :'( month 8 of ttc ahead of me and I really realllllly am getting sick of it. And I know that 8 months is by far not as long as some people, but to me that's enough :( all my cousins around me giving birth to beautiful babies , and saying to me just relax! How can I relax?! It's like waiting for the best present ever to be delivered and it never does. *sigh* sorry ladies just needed to vent. Even if nobody reads this,I just wanted to put it out there . Hugs to all my lovely ttc ladies we will get there...... eventually xx