It's offical. The Zika virus has ruined our plans to begin trying for a baby. After being married for two years, we finally felt like we may be ready to have a baby. 
Out of the blue, we were blessed with a free vacation to Jamaica for our anniversary, and we went without any worries. 
Once we got back, we found out that Jamaica is under level two precautions. After 20 different phone calls, we were cautioned by my physician to wait the full 6 months to beging trying. 
I feel like I'm grieving a baby that doesn't even exist yet... Am I crazy?