Hating this

I hate everything about being pregnant. I'm tired. I'm nauseous. I'm hungry. Then if I eat I'm so full I'm miserable. Everything annoys me. My clothes touching me is driving me crazy. I want to cry all the time. I can't stand the thought of my husband touching me. I want this baby more than anything, but I HATE being pregnant. You can save your "you're an awful person bc others would kill to be pregnant" guilt trip. Everyone acts like this is supposed to be unicorns and rainbows for everyone. Well it's not. Pregnancy has never been fun or easy for me. This is number 3 with my youngest being 10 years old. I'm too old for this shit. If I could sleep through the next 28 weeks or so I'd be happy. Now excuse me while I go hide in the bathroom and irrationally cry while my kids and their friends watch movies and eat pizza and destroy my house that I can't seem to ever get clean enough.... ✌🏻