The other night I went through his phone because I started having a bad feeling. He went out the other night until 3am to one of his friends and a previous night until 1 for him to stay out past one is not normal. So I snooped and found a text message between him and a girl that he works with. I have been finding texts in his phone but only texts from her as he's been deleting their conversations and when I asked him about it he said it was about work so I brushed it off considering he's a manager. Well this message was about how horrible I am and how much he's fed up. She answered by asking if he was going to work it out with me and a wonky face I was furious. I asked him about and he said he wasn't cheating that she was a good friend and that he's been deleting their previous messages because he knew I wouldn't like it. Although I can't prove he's cheating I still think something is going on. But what really hurt is how awful he talked about me to another woman. We have been together almost six years. We have a home and children together. I feel so disrespected by the man I love. I have given him everything and this how he talks about me. My heart is broken. But I have no idea what to do or how to approach it. He usually loves spending time with me and once again on his first day off in seven days he went to his friends house and informs on his next day off he's hanging out with another friend. I miss him and explained this to him but he still hasn't spent much time with me or tried to talk about it knowing I'm still upset. Idk what to do. We also haven't had sex in two weeks and he was like I've been working a lot and have been tired. I work too and then come home to a two year old every day. Honestly I don't think this relationship is going to work based off of what he said to her about me and honestly want to ask him to stay somewhere else for awhile. I'm fed up. He has cheated on me in the past and I forgave him due to circumstance that I understood but this is different he's talking crap about me and making me out to be horrible and he claims they're not even sleeping together or anything sexual.