Im out. Forever

Well I've been ovulating for the past 2 days amd my other half has known it. Last night the pub was more important. He wouldn't give up drinking for my ovulation. And tonight he'd rather sleep than take advantage. We've been trying for over a year and I just think deep down he isn't bothered about having kids. He never shows an interest in when my body is ready. Never asks questions. We've been together for almost 4 years and sometimes when the pub comes first I really think I'm stuck in a one sided relationship. So now ive decided to sleep on the sofa for the 2nd night in a row. Who knew ttc would be this frustrating?!