Plus size prego pics included . Iam trying to embrace me

After 2 kids teens now , a lost pregnancy and now pregnant again back to back. 2 csections a and another to be done with this pregnancy. I am Trying to not compare myself. I want a cute bump not this with a pouch!!  I won't cry anymore because my fiancé has wanted to meet other woman and wants a fantasy girl. One with big boobs and nice body and is gorgeous n sexy. I won't tear myself down anymore. I won't hate myself for belieiving that he'd change this time , no this time for real he will. All the lies and secrets I had enough. I can do this on my own.