I absolutely hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate on my life hate being pregnant and yes it's my own fault we didn't care either way . But I can't eat sleep focus nothing can't even go an hour without getting sick for 5 straight months. I can't do anything I did before and fucking hate my life right now . And screw everyone who says I'm being selfish yes the outcome will be lovely but I can't think about the damn outcome while I'm dying mentally and physically. Some days I can't even get up how exhausted I am from them sucking all my energy . I couldn't even finish a full pack of crackers ;who feeds two people off of half a pack of goddamn crackers !!🙄😒