"I won't ever get pregnant on my own" 😢😔

My doctor called me today with the results of my HSG. She told me my tubes are blocked and I won't be able to get pregnant on my own and that's why it has never happened for me. She referred me to a fertility clinic a couple hours away, and said I would have to talk to them (it's beyond what she does) but she thinks the next thing they will tell me to do or the next step would be IVF. I have been crying all day and I even left work after only an hour of being there. I would be 100% on board of trying anything but we can't afford IVF. I've been doing research all day and it's anywhere from like $12,000-$18,000. My heart is so broken. My body feels achy like I'm actually making it sick. Even if we did get the money, all the visits, injections, that's one long hard road. I'm so devastated. My husband said so-we will do it then and I cried saying we don't have money but he's sure we will find a way. He hugged me and is very supportive but I feel like he doesn't get it. That's probably a separate issue. But he has a 7 year old son. I can't help it yes I feel sorry for myself. And I think things like why did they get pregnant at the ages of 18 and 19 but now we can't have our own? I'm sorry if that offends anyone. I love my stepson. I'm just hurting extremely bad right now. 😔