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Sometimes I swear to god I'm just going to smash the damn tv and the cell phone! I spend all day cooking and trying to look pretty and waiting for you to get home for what?! For me to lay in bed miserable by myself on my POSITIVE opk day so you can watch your stupid show?! Fine. I'll just wear my ugly close. I'm not cooking. The house can stay dirty. Not even one "you look nice". Do you know how much it hurts to hear "I don't want to stop watching tv" and "not right now"?! I don't think you do! Just go away then! Let me cry on my own.