Need to vent 😑

I'm a stay at home mom. I always look forward to my husband coming home for obvious reasons; adult conversation, I miss him, ready for a break. Lately I've been sooo busy and things have been crazy. I've been busy to the point that me and hubby haven't been able to spend much time together. I've expressed that I've been a little lonely and more time/effort from him into our relationship would be appreciated...well, he's been gone since 5am and he just called telling me he's going to be drinking with his buddies tonight 😑 like okaaaaay. Lol I mean he hardly ever does this, but I NEVER EVER EVER EVER go out with my friends. And I wish he would plan it more in advance so I know I'm going to be alone literally all day (I have my 4 yr old and 1 yr old but you know what I mean..) I know I'm just bitching and complaining but I guess I want to get it out on here so I don't take it out on him 😂😂😂 ugh I'm so annoyed lol