πŸ™πŸΎ trying not to give in:: stress is the worst

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I really hate coming to random women to vent with my situations but you guys have become a really great way as a comfort and support system... For the past week or 2 I have been experiencing really bad stress headaches. It has been affecting my work performance at my new job. It's been altering with my mood. My fuse seem much shorter and I'm very emtional it's really embarrassing. I have cried twice to my trainer at work who has been a very sarcastic bitch towards me.. So any way to add to the stress I live 20 minutes from my job and I don't have a car. I stay with my mom. She and I do not get along and on top of that she has a very disrespectful boyfriend. I'm trying to save money and be patient but my mother and her boyfriend do things to try my patience. Before I was pregnant I was depressed with major depression because of my finical stress and family stress. Which are both triggering my depression now. It's hard to find ways to get to work and save money for a car. I'm hoping my uncle will have me with getting money for a down payment so I could possibly get a car on Saturday. I'm trying to move out my moms ASAP. Living here has me very uncomfortable and under a lot of pressure. My mom is to selfish to know how to help me with my stuff. Also on my plate I'm waiting for the child support office to schedule a date for the DNA test of my daughter. I really hope and pray my ex is the father of my daughter. Ugh I really hate being stressed out it's also affecting my health... Being stressed cause a lot on a person. I'm trying to be strong for my self and my daughter but I will admit it's hard. Please pray for me that the lord favors me with blessing me to receive a car. Thank you πŸ™ŒπŸΎ