Anyone else feel like this?

I'm not the type of person who puts her emotions out. But I mean I've questioned myself for many months. I recently turned 18 but my parents are strict Catholics and disliked my 23 year old boyfriend because he's a drinker. Yeah, I get it it's not healthy but I mean my WHOLE family is full of alcoholics. I am not the type that sleeps at my boyfriends house and it happened. It feels odd. Just like going out to dance and babysit my boyfriend about every weekend. I mean I see why he does it though. What person wouldn't want a few beers after waking up at 5 am every weekday and not getting home until 7 pm. I mean don't get me wrong he's put an effort on stopping and just because he sees my worries for him. But sometimes we can't even go out on weekends to do something that doesn't involve beer. And it really gets old after a while. Anyone else feel me?