Ughhhh😭😭😭

I honestly hate life right now. My mom is sick and has a bunch of health issues, she lives in Oregon and I live in Georgia so I can't see her all the time  and I lost my best friend she blocked me on everything. I feel like there is no point anymore. I'm 15 and I just hate everything it's like I have been crying so much I don't feel anything anymore. I just give up on everything. All I want to do is sleep and never wake up. That's my only safe place. Sorry I just needed to get that off my chest.