Stressing myself out

Dixie
After having a MC in May, I just want to either hurry up and have my period or hurry up and get a positive. 
I've felt so nauseous for the last five days. Idk when AF is going to come, idk when I should test.... Idk anything. I'm literally frustrating myself. I feel like I did when I was pregnant; I'm just getting bfn's. I don't understand.