Feeling so angry

Georgia
It's been almost 2 weeks since I miscarried at 15 weeks and I feel like I've gone through so many waves of emotions already. This is my 4th miscarriage and its been the hardest of all of them since we were the farthest along. I've since gone back to work and my body is starting to generally get back to somewhat normal but I've just entered into a stage where I constantly feel so angry. One of my best friends is pregnant and was only a few weeks ahead of me and I still can't bring myself to talk to her. I feel bad for shutting her out but I just can't.  I feel so jealous and angry...not just about her but almost to all my friends that are preg. Like why do they all get to have such easy pregnancies and I don't? I also just snap at my husband and people around me so much more, like I just can't tolerate anyone right now. 
Anyone else have the same feelings?