I'm so tired of feeling unappreciated.. of nothing nice ever being said to me, feeling no romance, and him basically being in capable of expressing his love to me anymore. He lives to be sarcastic making comments while laughing saying he's only here for the kids. But he won't be serious and honestly express him self to me like he used to when he was still trying to win me over long ago. I know things change in time but I never thought I would wake up one day just feeling worthless and not loved and not appreciated and missing what it feels like to have butterflies in my stomach and remembering what it was like when he looked at me with love in his eyes and told me that I was beautiful. I miss that man. I need attention I'm not getting. I need love im not getting. Doesn't take 10 minutes for him to do something sweet for me or just send me one text message expressing his love to me or showing me that he still cares. Yes I've talked to him. Doesn't change anything. And he enjoys making me feel like it's all my fault somehow. Why is he even still here?