Help I need crush advice!

Samantha
Here's some info about me and then we can talk about my issue. I'm 15, Straight and single. Now I identify as straight but really I'm attracted to those with Masculine identities, meaning I am okay with dating a Ftm trans person or a cis man.
 Anyway so two of my friends are LGBT, first there is J,a chill pansexual who I think is genderfluid but may have recently come out as Transgender Ftm. Then we have T, T is FTM and also a pansexual. I am supportive of them both as they are my friends but now they're dating. I kinda have/had a crush on T but now I'm not sure because they are a cute couple. J is really awesome and I love both of them as friends but I don't know if I also like T romantically. I really need some help so please any advice is good advice