I'm literally in tears!

I can't take pregnancy anymore! I want it over so bad I've tried more sex nipple stimulating walking and I get a twinge of pain and then nothing...I've had protein in my urine twice now and my BP was slightly high and something else but I was sent for a stress test and passed I'm glad baby is healthy and happy in there but mommy's just not happy at all...I'm weak I sleep so much all food seems nasty to me but I'm hungry and I get something I want and look at and change my mind about eating at all...it's not affecting my wt I actually gained 3lbs in a week ...I just dont feel right I can't take it I keep hoping everytime I get up my water will break even tho It never did with my last two. I have dr apt today if I gained another 3 lbs I'm demanding something to be done I can't take this anymore. I have protein in my urine I'm gaining wt faster then ever before and my BP is been higher the normal for me if that's not saying I have problem idk what you do beside sleep for the next 15 days and that's impossible with my house falling behind and my kids will be back today from their stay with Grammy