I was molested when I was 4 years old. By my step brother. After it happened me and my mom moved in with my grandma along with months of counseling and court. Now I'm 14 and me and my mom live in our own house but we live in a piece of property with my grandma and aunt with her family (all separate houses). Me and my mom fight a lot and everytime she brings up what happened (me being molested) and she tell me something new everytime she brings it up. Today she said that I told my uncle when it happened. I live next to my uncle so now I'm really embarrassed to even go outside bc I know that he knows now. This whole past year it's been brought up so many times my other family members. I was riding the golf cart with my 16 year old cousin and my grandma and she brought it up right in front of him! I'm still embarrassed and can't even go around him anymore. It's really depressing me that it's being brought up a lot. Along with that when me and my mom fight she walks to my aunts house (the one that lives next to us) and tells her things like "I make her stay in her bedroom" and things like that which makes me look bad. They aren't even true! I feel like my whole family hates me for those two reasons. It's never going to end and I feel like I'll always be looked at as the family fuck up. When I'm 18 I'm leaving and never coming back or having communication with them but I'm stuck for a couple more years. Someone please tell me their thoughts, advice, if they've been through something like this, anything. I'm desperate 😔