Hospital Discharge

Love
Did anyone else not want to leave the hospital ? I was discharged today and I was so sad and it didn't help that it was raining. I wanted to fake like something was wrong or I was in pain but you reap what you sew and I knew it would backfire. I got home and it was like I was home but it didn't feel like home. It's like im a stranger in my house well my life. and omg im so emotional about everything im tearing up while typing this 😕. I hope this goes away so I can be happy and enjoy my baby boy.