Hubby thinks am crazy

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Don't get me wrong, I know it is a tough thing to ask someone who loves you to make a choice between life and death. 
One of the things we do before going to sleep us chat hubby and I. So last night, I was having some back pain with tightness on my belly as he rubs my back. I told him if there was any complications during labor and I was unable to make a decision, he would have to do it for me. He looked at me with a strange face and stated that I need to stay positive. So I replied I am positive but he would need to save our son. 
Is that crazy? Am I being negative? I am just preparing myself for worst case scenario as I hope for the best. #EJ2016