Scared of going into labor and being homealone ( FTM here)

So my due date is next Saturday & as we get closer I'm starting to get scared. I live with my SO but his boss has him going in & out of town and sometimes his cell won't get. My mom has been so busy lately because my grandpa just passed away and she is organizing everything so sometimes she doesn't answer. I mean, call me weird but I'm more scared of being home alone and no answers me than the actual labor pain. I'm starting to get anxiety about it. What's wrong with me?!