Think im coming down with pre natal depression

Lauren • 31, partner is 35. We have three children, William 10, Georgia 2 & Eliza just born. I work with domestic abuse victims in the north east of England. Partner is a roofer/joiner.

So, yeah.

Everything is pissing me off.

SO went to a party at his brothers last night. Only 1 girl there. "So what?" I hear you all say! Well, considering his brother and all of his male friends seem to share each others girlfriends, and she was the only 1 there, whats he trying to do, get in on the tag team action!😡 i used to be the only girl at lads parties, i know the crack, they all flirt with 1 girl cause shes the only 1 there. Anyway, moving on.

I feel SO alone. Ive got not one person to talk to. Ive been moved to a new office at work and i dont like any of them. And the feeling is mutual so, hey. The people who i considered friends in my last office, seem to have just gone from "oh we dont want u to be moved" being all sad, to not even making an effort to speak to me. I cant go on the sick until after 28th july as i wont get paid for that time off. My back is in agony.

I had more. I just cant even be bothered.