When was the first time you left your baby?

Shelby
My baby is 6 weeks old. Our 1st anniversary Is next week and we really want to do something but I feel guilty for leaving so soon. I also feel guilty because I would really like to go and enjoy time with my husband especially since this is our first anniversary. We would leave him with my mom and I know she'll take great care of him but I know I would miss him and probably feel like a bad mom the entire time. I'm even more afraid that if we go I wouldn't feel guilty once we got there, and l then really feel terrible.