About to give up!!!

Brittany
Im so frustrated and filled with anger.. Its been 7 months since my mc and i still havnt conceived. Im doing all that i can prentals vitex preseed smep everything and i still cant manage to conceive.. It took so long the first time now im back to step one and i cant take it.. Its 13dpo and of course bfn.. I jist wish i didnt get my hopes up every month because im tearing my heart apart. I want to just "stop trying" every month i tell nyself "just dont think about it" and yet here i am at the tww and i can't contain muself 😭😭