TMI , please read ..
37 weeks .. Was going through Baby daddy's phone .. And found porn sites .. He denies it completely, at first I completely broke up with him ( the break up lasted like only a few hours ) he still won't admit he was on there .. But lately I've been feeling Completely like SHIT , Insecure to the max ... I don't have boobs .. Or a butt .. Just a pretty face , loyal heart and my beautiful big Belly Bump. He isn't sexuall with me at all unless he wants " Head. " we don't argue .. I'll tell him how I feel and he says he doesn't know why that I'm beautiful to him but having this feeling inside of me hurts , made me not love myself , when I met him , he completely made me fall in love with my flaws ..he made me feel like they weren't any there and now never before in my life have I felt so horrible inside .. To know or to have the thought of your love pleasuring himself to another females body is horrible . I've been cheated on Plenty of times by my ex and still felt confidence in my self but Never have I felt like this , I want to be around my BD but I crave to just be alone more. I crave the sexual contact .. But it doesn't feel right when I touch him down there anymore .. it's so unexplainable.... Any one else had something similar happen?
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