Just Tired... Exhale...

The basics.. I'm 27... I'm married... And I'm.just over trying to get pregnant.. it's so depressing.. all the negative pregnancy tests.. And family always asking. " sooooo when are you guys gonna have a family!? " like we just don't have sex or something... It's just beyond unbearable now.. Exhales...

My story.. We been trying about 4 years now.. And yes we've been to the doctors. Everything is great with both except for the fact that my period has been off for the last two months and the test once again says..... NEGATIVE!!! Can you just imagine your hormones being backed up like that.. When trying to keep the mind frame of "You just might get the POSITIVE (this is before I got my negative) you've been looking for" so u make yourself cope with them feelings....Anyway I called my OG this morning.. I have to wait another week to get some answers... So meanwhile how am I supposed to cope with this bc I'm out of tears..