Hubby already asked for it!

I'm in shock... But I know I shouldn't be. I am nine days postpartum with our third baby. This is been the hardest transition for me, the others were breeze. Today my husband asked about when we can be intimate! I just said between four and six weeks and he started to ask if I would just help him out...but I think he thought better of it and just didn't ask. I was pretty shocked because he has seen how hard this has all been for me, plus I feel disgusting and look like crap 24/7. How on earth can he be turned on?!?! But I'll be honest a small part of me was kind of glad that he doesn't see me the way I see myself. I normally never ever say no, if I don't feel like it I'll just go down on him, but right now I have to be selfish. I am too worn out for all that!!!