Lost my virginity today😥

So I lost my virginity to one of my good guy friends about 3 hours ago.

My mom and her boyfriend were at work so I invited him to come over and talk, and that's all I planned on doing but things got heated and things happened.

It hurt at first but after that little bit of pain it was actually enjoyable. I feel guilty but at the same time I'm glad it happened... Idk how to feel right now.

We've been friends for 4 years and I'm scared its gonna mess up that relationship 😥