Oral sex 😜😜

Okay so I hooked up with some guy and like I'm a virgin Lowkey I guess...well he fingered me and gave me oral but like I didn't do any in return cause like sometimes dicks scare me 😂😂😂 anyways I feel bad and I wanna do it too but like I'm kinda a germapho but I feel bad. But like also he didn't force or ask me either but I'm not good at reading guys either soo TBH I don't know what to do. Fudge it and go for it or should I just keep to myself?? Cause Lowkey I'm down and it turns me on but when I see it I'm like nope germs 😅😅😅 but then again we kissed but still 😂😂