Anyone else love crying to sleep?

I honestly feel so awful right now. All of my friends saw their boyfriends today and they all showed me pictures of them having fun. I lied to them and told them I saw the guy that I'm seeing. The same guy that only agreed to be my girlfriend 'to make me happy' and know he's not whether he wants to label us as being in a relationship so he's saying we're 'seeing' each other. I haven't seen him in two weeks because he was with friends, family and now he's sick. Everyone is getting love expect for me and I am now sobbing because even after four months of knowing this guys he still hasn't even wanted to ask me out. However, we've only met twice because he's always busy and studing for exams. We're both 16. I just want someone that loves me and someone that appreciates my love. I feel so lonely tonight, everyone is so happy with their boys and I'm alone in bed blowing my nose :( No one loves me. Not anyone in my family, no teachers, not even the boy that I love loves me.