Prayer friends?

Hey guys, I'm in an aweful situation. I'm engaged to a non believer. I'm depressed and struggling with self harm issues, I could go on.. But anyways I'm trying hard to have a better relationship with Christ, I don't know where to start. I don't have any Christian friends that I can confide in. So I was wondering if anyone out there is struggling with similar things or needs prayers? I would love to pray for you, and we could help each other. Who knows it might help, I just need input from people who love God and I would love to pray for some of you❤️