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I need some help my loves

✨Amy✨ • Tue, Jul 12 • Just crazy for my SO and raising my babies together as though they were his and trying to have 1 more!

I think I have entered into a depression sweet loves. After 2 losses in a row and no rainbow since I have been lost to a darkness I cannot seem to find my way out of.

I always thought I could find enough love for my future bundle to get me through but I think I have lost strength to keep down this path. The losses and the negatives have overcome the brightness that use to reside within.

I'm just here almost nothing left except this perception in my present life that I'm ok with this empty, baby killing womb but I'm not inside I'm screaming that I want this nightmare of loss to be over and this hope that with each new cycle maybe it will be different but the negatives still come.

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